I've been draking and coding

My 13th reason

I bought this domain (the url you typed in) for two reasons. The first being out of spite. If you or anyone else in the future tries to google your name, purchase this website for you, etc. They will be redirected here and have to read this retarded memento i'm about to write out. And there isn't shit anyone can do about it. The second so I can hopefully rid myself of anymore thoughts I have about you and anything we had in the past.

Let's start from the beginning.

I told you many times in the past I knew after the first time we met that I fell for you. You will always unforunately be my first love. I always took what you and others said about me being emotionless or an asshole as just what it is. Yet here I am months later still thinking about everything and not being able to move on without buying a fucking domain with your name and writing this out. I'm a lover boy fr you missing out.

I'm mature enough to admit that ending things hurt me more than it did you. To this day I still think about if ending things was the right decision and mostly I still think it was. I would contact hannah asking for updates on you and change my pfp on social media if I saw you viewed my account. It even got to the point where I was ready to forgo any idea of who was right or wrong and just apologize and hope things could go back to the way they were. I drove to your work with flowers and old keepsakes I knew you liked. I thought I found your car and was waiting next to it to suprise you but either you didn't work there anymore or I came on the wrong day. I tried to call you a few times but you never returned my calls. I realized after that I needed to move on so I made this website.

I'm not sure what I'm trying to say here. I'm just trying to get this out of my system and move on with my life. I'm not sure if you'll ever read this or if you'll even care. But I needed to get this out of my system.

وَيَمْكُرُونَ وَيَمْكُرُ ٱللَّهُ ۖ وَٱللَّهُ خَيْرُ ٱلْمَٰكِرِينَ